Wednesday, August 1, 2012

A DIFFICULT ‘ME’

Forgive and forget
Not at all my nature
Masked as a human
I am a heartless creature

Sacrifice and surrender
Not in my demeanor
Selfish and self-centered
I am a rude crusader

Love and hate
Mean nothing to me
In a confused state
I train my mind to be unhappy

Hurting and thrashing
I turn my decisions into rules
Wish to follow or not follow
I keep imposing them on all

Success fails to impress me
Failure succeeds to win me
Giving up before trying
And trying still to win

Jealousy runs in my veins
Passiveness works like oxygen
Dependable I am not
On lucky ones who love to gain

With a pinch of venom
I consume the nectar of life
Rather than being sweet
My thoughts are nasty like knife

Competition is not my flavor
I will deliberately do no favor
If heaven is not a place for me
Hell too shall choose to disown me

-vociferous

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